wats up wit swag?

i hate hw with a passion. i wish it didn't exist. it gets on my damn nerves. anyway idk whats up with swag ( i know ya'll haven't heard his name in a while now riite?). My idoit friend pushed me into him on thursday and for the rest of the day he didn't look at me. i know that sounds so pathetic but since we don't tlk those looks from him with those dark brown eyes are the only thing that lets me know he has any interest in me. I'm so stupid because i never use the chances i have to say something to him or anyone else i like for that matter. and then when i see them with other girls i get mad like they're already mine. if i can't go up to him then why can't him come up to me tho? last year i gave him lots of ways to tlk to me but he was either to shy or to stupid. i friended him on myspace - then he sent me a comment like dont b a stranger and so i commented him bak. but i was like i was always the one who had to start the talking on line not him. he could of asked for my aim but no. he didn't. so this year im like if he can do that wit all the other chicks he b tlkin to why can't he do that with me? it makes me wonder again : is he shy or just doesn't care?