dee-veloping situation

wat do u do wehn u like the dude that ur friend liked for a mahhhhd long time but deaded now? idk. i mean this chick is like my bestie.... seen me in my worst and all that shiiid...nd this is the second time this is happening. no one cares about the other dude caz he was an asshole but this kid? she liked him something MAJOR. but she doesn't "like" him anymore n now i do...caz he just started tlking to me. he's really not even that attractive but his personality is hilarious. idk wat to do. i feel like im torn caz she's my girl....nd i don't want this to end up like a gerren vs. tyler situation losing their friendship over a boy.


HELP!!!

bout to bagg!!!

so theres this boy im kinda feelin'. like he's tall n light skinned n has these big ass lips. like juicy delicious lips. everytime i see them i wanna push him against a locka nd kiss him lmao. buht....................he's a freshman...i kno so wat? exactly so wat...caz yew know waht? i'd bagg :)

to swagg

listen son....i really did like you but i can't be playin ya games anymore
its obvious who u wanna kick it wit
nd it ain't me.....so stop staring at me nd giving me those looks
thn go bak to puttin ur arm around "her"
i still got feeling for u but i can't be hurt again
so stop the bullshit

deaded

50 millionth time that swagg is deaded
this time i think i won't regret it

you know what i hate? when boys talk about you. idc if its girls caz they always bitchin but if it's boys it pisses me off caz u want boys to think of u in a good way. so i was in the commons standing against the doors and this group of dudes in my grade r looking over at me and my friend and pointing and laughing. i could see them and then i tried to avoid looking at them and then me and amadi left the commons and went into the hallway. first of all thery were MUG. so idk wat they were tlking about but thats what pisses me off....u'll never kno. so fcuk them. then i see swagg this morning walking by and my friend id walking behind him so i looked at her but was really looking at him....idk maybe thats what they were talking about but he always looks at me so? idk. then these other guys were calling me bitch n whore...i kno they were kidding but it still added to me being pissed. slowly i feel this shit building up and its gonna explode into me being a person certain people rn't gonna like. i feel like its gonna happen soon....REAL SOON. i already am starting not to care what people think especially girls unless they r my friends then ur opinion doesn't matter to me. but like i said its slowly building up about boys now. FUCK BOYS. fuck them. they don't wanna say shit to ur face then they still be staring at u from across the fucking commons. shiiiit.

same name?

WHOA.

so im going on one of my favorite blogs - draw of intimacies- and clicked on a random follower of hers and what? i find that some other chick has got the same blog name as me? now im not one for beef BUT i don't think thats fair. i do believe one of us should change the name caz that looks pretty shady...and i've had mine longer sooooo....you already know who should be keeping the name. but ohh well i don't really care im keeping my name either way. :)