W00w hello peoples! i'm supposed to be doing my science hw...but unstead im on here reading blogs n all that. i found this blog from one of my followers nd its mahhhd funny! like he talks about all the girls he's "poking" lmao and the whore tour 08'. i kno im kinda late on his stuff caz it was from last year but it's still funny as hell!!!! he keeps it real to the fullest!!!!

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Anyway apart from the reading i finally know what imma b doing for the summer...im gonna b a CIT at my old camp. yes this is the same camp i avoided going to last year so i wouldn't c that ho michelle or my old boo Lil' Boi. but this year i have no other options ...nd plus if im a CIT this year next year i'll be a councler and get $900 for the summer!!! Wit that comes two dilemma's tho.

1. Lil'Boi- Ex Boo
2. Swagg- Current "man" lol

So theres a large chance that swagg might go there to to be a CIT which means we'd b on the same bus to get to camp and the same CIT group thing. Thats a mucho problemo- ie. we'd be forced together. Now that could be a good thing...or not since i just started crushin' hardbody for this kid i stopped lykin for a while. but we'll get to him in another post. buuut swagg might not go sooo thats a little bit of good news. i guess. ;)

skinny legs

i've been at war with my body since i was little. bak then people used to call me skinny and i used to brush it off. hey i was a little naive girl why should it matter to me? but as i got older i relaized everybody else was getting bigger and i was staying the same. I thought they were just getting fat but no i was just staying thin. By the time i was in middle skool i was very self consious and whenever somebody called me skinny i would cry. why'd i have to be so skinny...mean while i ate more then everybody else. people called me anorexic, bulimic... they said when i went to the bathroom i was throwing up my food and that i was so skinny i could fit my finger through the hole in a zipper.
One day i went home crying and called my mother and told her what happened. she told me to stop it right now. she told me that i was beautiful how i was and lots of other things. after that i no longer cried when people told me i was skinny b/c idc. they're just stating the obvious. But it still kinda gets to me. guys don't want the skinny chicks they want girl wit curves. girls wit booties and boobs. even tho i have those things i have it in very small amounts (lmao). so i am trying to gain weight.... 10 pounds or enough that im 112. thats a good weight. and to thos people who r making fun of me or doggin me caz i wanna gain weight and not lose it ---fcuk u! i still love my body but i'd love it even more it i got a little more meat on my skinny legs. :)

the mall yesterday was a bust. i went to charlotte russe and urban outfitters and was really disappointed. that was the first problem. the second was that the lines were really long so even if i wanted something i wasn't waiting for it. that made me mad for the rest of the day. plus now i have fcuking two big projects to do - a research paper due in 15 days and a science project due in 16 days. the science project wasn't even really explained so im confused wit that one. i wish i just got out of science honors caz i knew i was bad at chemistry and now im failing. lmao