wats up wit swag?

i hate hw with a passion. i wish it didn't exist. it gets on my damn nerves. anyway idk whats up with swag ( i know ya'll haven't heard his name in a while now riite?). My idoit friend pushed me into him on thursday and for the rest of the day he didn't look at me. i know that sounds so pathetic but since we don't tlk those looks from him with those dark brown eyes are the only thing that lets me know he has any interest in me. I'm so stupid because i never use the chances i have to say something to him or anyone else i like for that matter. and then when i see them with other girls i get mad like they're already mine. if i can't go up to him then why can't him come up to me tho? last year i gave him lots of ways to tlk to me but he was either to shy or to stupid. i friended him on myspace - then he sent me a comment like dont b a stranger and so i commented him bak. but i was like i was always the one who had to start the talking on line not him. he could of asked for my aim but no. he didn't. so this year im like if he can do that wit all the other chicks he b tlkin to why can't he do that with me? it makes me wonder again : is he shy or just doesn't care?

cartilage piercing

I've been wanting one of these for a while now since last year. when i was a freshman i wanted it back in may and i asked my mom and she said to ask her in 6 months which is decemeber. i knew she did this just so i could forget but i didn't forget b/c i really want it. my friend alina got it so easily and im like why can't my parents just let me get it? they try to discourage me by saying it hurts...blah blah blah. i don't care i still want it! but this year all of the sudden EVERYBODY has one and i don't wanna seem like im copying people but i did want it for mad long now. its like a little trend amongst the girls...lol wow. but is like my parents think im joking...im not i really do want it and if they dont let me get it i'll just get it when i turn 18 anyway so they can try to hold it all they want.

come 2 jamaica and.....

yup yup thats where im headed...bak 2 mi roots ya nah? lol. Febuary break is next week so my daddy's takin me, my brother, nd my stpsister down to Jamaica. i love it there! i mean all the sexy jamaican boi's, the warm weather and stuff...the akscents.......hahahah. but on the real i love it. i've been there twice this will be my third time and the second time we're staying a a resort. i mean i like the resorts caz it has everything you need but i really wanna stay in a house ..not a mansion/villa thing but real jamaican livin'. like magrannies' house-my great grandmother who passed away when i was in first grand. i think they still have the house..idk. anyway thats where i wanna stay caz the resort is like too many white people stay there like they afriad to go out and really experience jamaica they just stay on the resort for all 7 days they there caz it already has all the resturants and beaches and pools. then when they go bak to where they from they say the had a wonderful time in jamaica but they didn't even see the real thing. plez. plus to me it looks like slavery all over again caz jamaica's black (duh) so the employees r black nd they have to serve all the white people. last time i went i didn't even see any sexies (except the very first day) at the resort. but i still wanna go becuase jamaica is 1/2 of me and trinidad is the other...i still haven't been there yet tho.