cartilage piercing

I've been wanting one of these for a while now since last year. when i was a freshman i wanted it back in may and i asked my mom and she said to ask her in 6 months which is decemeber. i knew she did this just so i could forget but i didn't forget b/c i really want it. my friend alina got it so easily and im like why can't my parents just let me get it? they try to discourage me by saying it hurts...blah blah blah. i don't care i still want it! but this year all of the sudden EVERYBODY has one and i don't wanna seem like im copying people but i did want it for mad long now. its like a little trend amongst the girls...lol wow. but is like my parents think im joking...im not i really do want it and if they dont let me get it i'll just get it when i turn 18 anyway so they can try to hold it all they want.

come 2 jamaica and.....

yup yup thats where im headed...bak 2 mi roots ya nah? lol. Febuary break is next week so my daddy's takin me, my brother, nd my stpsister down to Jamaica. i love it there! i mean all the sexy jamaican boi's, the warm weather and stuff...the akscents.......hahahah. but on the real i love it. i've been there twice this will be my third time and the second time we're staying a a resort. i mean i like the resorts caz it has everything you need but i really wanna stay in a house ..not a mansion/villa thing but real jamaican livin'. like magrannies' house-my great grandmother who passed away when i was in first grand. i think they still have the house..idk. anyway thats where i wanna stay caz the resort is like too many white people stay there like they afriad to go out and really experience jamaica they just stay on the resort for all 7 days they there caz it already has all the resturants and beaches and pools. then when they go bak to where they from they say the had a wonderful time in jamaica but they didn't even see the real thing. plez. plus to me it looks like slavery all over again caz jamaica's black (duh) so the employees r black nd they have to serve all the white people. last time i went i didn't even see any sexies (except the very first day) at the resort. but i still wanna go becuase jamaica is 1/2 of me and trinidad is the other...i still haven't been there yet tho.

i got em!!!

i got the bangs! i don't know how i feel about them tho...like with my hair down it doesn't look right but when i put my hair back and had only the bangs out it looked nice. hopefully when i wake up in the morning and unwrap it, it'll look better bc the wrap pressed it down...idk. well i'll post pics as soon as i can ...ya digg?

bangs

bangs bangs bangs i want bangs! i've been wanting them for a long time now but i was too scared to get them for fear they'd be messed up or not look riite. plus theres this one friend of mine who im sure will b like wtf? why'd you get bangs? ur just copying me. i don't know why im stressin' over her but i am. anyway so many other people have bangs in skool so i don't y she'd b going so hard caz once i was tlking to M about how the beanie i was wearing didn't look right without bangs. then i said when i get them it'd look better. then this chick is like 'ur gettin' bangs' like it was the worst thing in the world. please. anyway i shouldn't let that stop me caz if she was really my friend she wouldn't care...instead of bitchin'. soooo i asked my otha girl who's always got my back i asked if i should get side bangs or regular nd she said regular soooo...... u already kno. i'm def thinking mad hard about this but i'm prob gonna get it. only have 2 days to decide! anyway 2morrow i wanna go thrifting for the first time ...i just have to ask first...im so excited!!!! nd we're supposed to go out to see a movie too.

i want it kinda like this:

grades

well well well guess whos in my new lunch period? yup swag..i've hade i for 3 days now but the first two days he didn't know..but today he found out in a major. we was walking in the commons nd he kept looking back at me like he was surprised i was here or something..lol finally. but anyway lets talk about skool. its mad frustrating to know that when you thought you got an 85 or better on your math midterm that u actually only got a 77-that pissed me off. and science i know i failed b/c i've been struggling all year. but s.studies is supposed to be my good class and i got lower then i expected on that test too. it's really discouraging because i wanna do well so i can get into the college i want which is on the west coast so i can get away from this coldness and finally live in LA. so i hope i can pull everything back up and at least pass science this year caz im def going into regents when im a junior.